[.controlled by me.]

full moon.

2009-04-05T05:10:00.000-07:00

full moon ngayon. hindi lang ako sure.. nakit ko kasi kanina. ewan ko lng kung tama yung pagkakita ko. ahaha.

time check: 12:00 am
eraserheads on air sa tv. haha. yun ang aking pinapanood ngayon.. i mean NAMIN pala. haha

so, feeling ko talaga mas lalo nang masisira mata ko sa sobrang liit ng font ng computer na 'to. lol.
anong ginagawa mo? ako, wala. :(( hahaha. super bored ako ngayong gabi. kahit kanina pagod ako. gusto ko nang matulog kaso wala pa ako sa mood.
may napansin ako sa sarili ko, pag ako inis parang medyo nagi-ingles ako pagka hindi naman.. lumalabas pagkatagalog ko. HAHA. trip ko lang i-share.
3stars and the sun.. gusto ko talagang bumili ng t-shirt na yan. kso, nd pa ako napapadpad sa Greenhills.. sabi nila dun daw meron ehh. haha! [mabuhay ang mga Pinoy at si Kiko. XD]

exam bukas ng kapatid ko sa school.. Good luck sa kanya! :)

wooot! hanggang dito na lang ako. GOOD NIGHT! XD

kung BORED ka, MATULOG ka!! haha :P

full moon.

2009-04-05T04:59:00.000-07:00

gusto ko nang matulog. haha!

2009-04-04T16:53:00.000-07:00

wala lang. gusto ko lng talagang matulog kahit tanghali na. ilang araw na rin akong natutulog ng late. late na ba ang 11? LOL. paano kasi palagi na lang alis ng alis. err. nanay ko talaga yan ang may kasalanan. :pp next week may mangyayari sa aking kababalaghan... magbbraces lng naman ako. HAHA. gusto ko lang i-share. yan ang resulta ng maliit ang jaw...sbi kc nung dentist eh. may built in chewing gum na rin ako. hahaha. rubber band sa ngipin. LOL. sa tuesday pa ulit ako babalik.

hanggang dito na lang.. BYE! nagsalaysay lang naman ako ng walang kwentang bagay. haha.

untitled.

2009-03-28T20:08:00.000-07:00

i don't know what's the right title for this post.

March 27, 2009
Graduation day and Bea's day.
In the morning, my dad came home. My brother was really shocked when he arrived 'cause we were not expecting him to come home. Then, we went to school for the Baccalaureate mass. After this was the super long graduation ceremony. I actually got bored during the ceremony. It was held in the MPCC. Gahd! It was super hot there.. nakabarong pa talaga kami. Haha!
After the ceremony we had our lunch sa Garden Orchid. After ng lunch umuwi muna kami para magbihis. Tapos, pumunta na kami ulit sa GO para sa party. Actually, hindi nga ako ngparty sa party ko.. nadun kami kanila Twinkle. Idol! 3 times talaga kami kumain. Toinx! Salamat sa mga pumunta, you made me happy. :)

Nung gabi, SAD ako kasi aalis na ako the next day. Tapos, baka hindi ako uuwi hanggang sembreak. :(( Ang tagal pa nun.. hindi pa nga ako naka-enroll. Tssk. [Sa lahat ng mag-aaral sa Manila, sabihan niyo ko. XD]

March 28, 2009
Punta ng Manila.
Morning flight kami so ayun, maaga kaming dumating. Umuwi kami muna and then went to SM Marikina para kumain tas pumunta na sa Glorietta. Haha. Nakakapagod talaga. Umuwi na kami ng maaga kasi mga wala pa kaming tulog. Pero, kahit walang tulog late na rin ako natulog. haha!

March 29, 2009
Ngayon.
Ayaw ko munang gumala. Gusto ko magkulong dito sa bahay. Haha. Halos wala na talaga akong ginagawa. Summer ba 'to? Gusto kong mag Puerto Galera. Punta tayo! pinayagan na ako. LOL. Sana matuloy. Magpapakaitim muna ako tas magpapaputi na. XD I'm missing Zamboanga na, pangalawang araw ko pa lang. Hahaaayy. Sana hindi ko enrollment last week of april para maka-uwi pa ako. Pansin ko, lahat ako 'sana' ng 'sana'.. mangyari kaya?? XD

Sige, hanggang dito na lang. Naglista lang naman ako ng ginawa ko. Haha!
BYEE!

midnight.

2009-03-24T05:06:00.000-07:00

it's 12:00am. i just woke up. LOL.

so, i had this long sleep 'cause i think i deserve it. i was super inis kanina and , for the first time, i know why. haha! i hope you know, too.

enough of the drama. i think this my first blog post since i-don't-know-when. GAHD! two days na lang, it's graduation day na. i'm not super crazy about graduating. as in! kung pwede lang hindi, maggraduate.. hindi na ako gagraduate :(( ayoko na kasi ng umaalis sa isang lugar, sawa na ako. XDD

bukas, darating na ang aking mga pinsan, lola, at tiyahin. masya ako na darating sila since hindi makakarating ang aking ama[hindi na bago]. sa sabado, aalis na ako papuntang manila. maynila na naman? tskk. haha! marami pa raw kasing kailangang asikasuhin dun. haaay. pwedeng magpaiwan na lang muna rito? sapagkat ako'y tinatamad pa. buti kung pwede lang kaso, hindi.

ayun lang ang aking masasabi. ang problema ko nalang, eh, ang aking pagtulog ulit. haha. hindi ko 'lam pano. XD
cgee.. GOODnight! :P

ADIIIIK!

2009-03-05T23:30:00.000-08:00

Retreat namin kanina. It was really fun though there were moments that we got serious. There were also crying moments. Haha! Kahit boys, umiyak. Wooh! Btw, super busog kame dun. Keber, 3 beses tlga. Marami pa talaga. Haha.

Ang mga pictures namin ay malamang na umaapaw. Haha! Ang dami. Adik tlga sa pictures. LOL. Hindi rin kinukuha yung mga cellphones. Gulat ako. Haha. Maganda yung place kaso medyo mainit.

So so, masaya ako ngayon. Haha. Salamat Lewis.

P.S. Happy Birthday Potri. Salamat sa pagkain! :)

END.

2009-03-04T00:00:00.000-08:00

Wooh! Tapos na ang finals. Yehey! Haha. Ang bilis pala ng fourth quarter, nuh. Haha. I'm not expecting to have high grades this quarter. The exams this quarter were so , uhh, hanggang "uhh" na lang. As - in! Grabe, nakaka mental block. Parang ang bilis ng lahat. Few weeks na lang, grad na. :o Parang kahapon lang ako natuto sa trigo ahh. XD Unbelievable. Dati-rati lang tuwing naglolog-in ako sa ComLab iniisip ko na .. "hs09050284?! grabe! ang tagal pa ng 09 na yan" Haha. Sabay bilang. Tapos, ngayon woah.. 2009 na.. gagraduate na kame. Kamusta naman yon? Ang daliii.

Nga pala, THANK YOU sa mga nagpangiti, tawa, kilig, iyak, at inis sa akin sa high school. :P Salamat ng sobra-sobra.

future.

2009-02-25T03:31:00.000-08:00

My oral exam in religion is finally over. Woooh! Happiness. XD Relief is what I feel right now. I had a hard time "conditioning" myself for that thing cause I'm not used to oral examinations. I just remembered my interview sa UST.. ugh.. hindi ako satisfied. Anyways, I am having a super boring evening and morning at the same time [cause I think it's already past 1 am]. I am waiting for my mom to come home. She's still in her office doing some reports. Ugh.

So, let's talk about my near future. I'm planning to study in Manila. and fortunately, I have been given a chance. Before, I really wanted to study in Manila. Pero, ngayon, I am having double thoughts. Grabe. I'm thinking about the people I'm gonna miss. I have been so comfortable here in Zamboanga. I have a lot of friends and I'm just afraid to lose them. I just don't want to leave them. Ugh. I promised myself na that I am gonna enjoy the last days of my high school life. I will go to parties, watch movies, and stuffs like that. The things I wasn't allowed to do before. I just wanna sing the song.. "I Hate this Part Right Here" LOL. Haha. I think it would fit my feeling right now. XD

So okay.. hanggang dito na lang kasi dumating na ang nanay ko. HAHAH!
Good night.

second day of the LOVE[?] month.

2009-02-02T00:24:00.000-08:00

So, okay nagstart na ang love month. Actually, I really do not consider it a "love month". Well, that's for me. So ayun, anong nangyari sa second day ng love month? May CEM kami. Tapos, nagpractice kami sa prom. Grabe, ang partner ko hindi nagsasalita. Waaa. Well, I have expected that eversince our final pairing. Oh well, hindi naman sa kanya iikot ang buong prom ko. Hahaha!

Back to the love month thing. It is really [i don't know how to explain the feeling] for me to name it a love month cause, I do not have a "LOVED ONE". Exception na dun ang aking pamilya at mga kaibigan. Haha. Masaya ako ngayon kasi wala akong love. [yeah!] Consider me a guy-hater but, I still do not have a crush or infatuation on a guy now.. closed door daw. XD Masaya.Masaya.Masaya ang aking buhay ngayon. ^---^ No worries, you know. XD

Yeah. First time ko talaga to sinabi. Tsktsk. :P

ALMOST.

2009-01-28T00:12:00.000-08:00

Grabe. Kagabi ginawa ko ung proj namin diba? Tapos kanina, nagulat ako nang nag_GM yung kakalase ko na extended pa hanggang Friday yung project. Haay! Nagpuyat pa ako. Taops, hindi pa ako sigurado na tama yun. Pero, anyway, at least tapos na rin yun. Hehehe!

Kanina, hanggang alas tres lang yung klase namin dahil may PAASCU meeting yung mga teachers. Ayun, mahigit dalawang oras kaming naghintay ng kapatid ko kay Mama. Sinusundo na kasi kame ngayon eh. Alam mo na. Eeeh! Kumpleto rin kanina yung klase namin.. walang absent! Weee^^ Kanina rin pala ung final pairing para sa prom. HIndi ko pa rin alam yung first name ng partner ko, pero alam ko apelyido niya. :) Next time ko tatanungin..[as if kaya ko din XD]

May napansin nga pala ako.. halos araw-araw na rin akong nagsusulat dito ahh. First time to since nung summer.. sa pagkakaalam ko.XD Yipee :))

*end*

..

2009-01-25T23:05:00.000-08:00

Kung Hei Fat Choi!

Our third quarter exams are finally over. *celebrate* Another quarter to suffer and we'll be graduating in no time. Hahaha! A few activities will still be on before we graduate: our last and final Prom, our last high school family day, and our first and last high school Seniors' Night. It really saddens me to think about the LAST few things we'll do together as a class, as a batch. :( Well, we all go through these things. The memories are the most painful part though.

first day.

2009-01-05T00:57:00.000-08:00

January 5 2009

The first day of school for the year 2009. Yeah! So I got crazy.
First subj: group quiz! ugh. thanks to Ann, we made it. it was a recall of the lessons last year. obviously, i have forgotten them, intentionally. haha! :p
Physics: Had a long quiz. Good thing i studied but not much just a little. it helped, though.
This is my first day. Had one long quiz and a group quiz. nice start of the year, eh? Of course, those i mentioned are just two of my subjects. eek! Jeno also gave us gifts. Well, we demanded from him. Peace, Jen! But still, he gave us somehing. Thanks super! ^--^

Jan 3 2009
My family and I went back from our vacation in Luzon.
It was fun there. went to EK but just rode 3 of the rides. We had fun in the Rio Grande. Unfortunately(but somehow fortunately), we didn't ride the Space Shuttle. After the EK trip, we stayed at our family friend's house. Vianca, Porshia, AJ, Via, Jessica, Tita Lani, Tita Nancy, Tita Cecile, and Tito Arvi were there. We went to Tagaytay on that night. It was really cold there.
For the rest of our vacation, we enjoyed with ourn titas, titos, cousins, and 1 pamangkin, in San Mateo. My pamngkin is super cute. She's really funny. She behaves like a one year old but she's just seven months old. :))

I'll post the pictures soon. :)

2 more weeks

2008-12-08T02:28:00.000-08:00

Yes.. only two more weeks of madness.I am really excited to go home for Christmas. I miss my relatives there. See? Because of my excitement, i have said this here for how many times already. Haha! I'm really getting crazy now. Bleh.

By the way, AtFest '08 is over. I'll miss Atfest. It was my last AtFest, unfortunately. Boohoo. If ever I'll not be here in Zambo next year, I will miss everything about Zamboanga. Really, everything and EVERYONE.* drama mode*

Back to the school thing, next week will be our last week before the Christmas break. Wow! Time flies so fast. Not too long, we'll be graduating. Sheesh! So yeah, on December 18, we'll have our Christmas partey! I think we'll have it in Alejandra's. Hope it will be memorable.

Junior-Senior Prom is also fast approaching. It'll be on February 21. Woinks! My mom's birthday. Sorry Ma, I have to attend this one. Hehe!

Iterinary for our Christmas stay in Manila is also ready-- well, accoring to my mom. Sounds Obsessive Compulsive? Well, it's my mom. We have to bear with her. Super LOVE her, though.

Before these things, I still have to prepare my research paper. I will be dead meat if I will not be able to finish it.

"We wish you a MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR!"

AtFest '08

2008-12-03T14:38:00.000-08:00

Sa wakas, nagsimula na rin ang Ateneo Fiesta ngayong taon. Bleh! Nakakalungkot nga lang kasi apat na araw na lang .. di na tulad nung dati na isang linggo talaga kaming walang pasok. TT Sa sabado, High School Night namin. Toinks! Malamang maboboro na naman ako dun. Every year naman akong bored, eh.

Aside sa pag-eenjoy, kailangan parin naming gumawa ng research paper[RP] at kailangan pa naming magpractice para sa dula namin sa Filipino. Weh. Nakakagod na pero, ayos na rin kasi patapos na ang paghihirap namin. Lapit ng maggraduate eh. Tsk. Kamiss. Ang pagkakamiss sa hayskul lng talaga ang problema palagi ng mga taong maggraduate. Pti na rin pala ang university na papasukan nila, este, namin pala.

*isip*

Tapos na! Baboosh. Pangdagdag sa mga posts to eh. Hehe. Masaya yun. :P

Magmumukha akong tanga neto. Haha. Gusto ko lang magshare.

2008-11-20T01:55:00.000-08:00

Why Do Some People Tend to Use Highfaluting Words?

Let's talk about this.

My theory is that, they use highfaluting words so that they'll sound intelligent. It is so funny how they use these words. Sometimes, they don’t sound well at all. As in!

This is my first time to talk about this, by the way. Haha! Oh yeah, before I forget, I also do this. So, don’t worry at all. I’m not bashing people or whatsoever.

Back to my topic, it really sounds funny. You know why? Sometimes, the words don’t go well together. It sounds like you’re using thesaurus while writing something – which is not uncommon nowadays. Another reason, when people read it, they might think , “what is this wannabe talking about” or something else. The thing about this is that sometimes or most of the time, the words that you use are words that you know nothing about. Well, of course, use words that you know. Don’t just put words there without knowing them. You’ll really sound like a wannabe. :))

I’m gonna talk about something off topic now. I super hate people who are boastful. Super!@@

I know, I may sometimes sound boastful and all but, if ever I will sound one, I am not aware about it.

So yeah, back to the topic. I hate boastful people cause they’re not doing things prudently. For example, is it needed to show your grades to A LOT of people just to say you’re intelligent? WHAT? You’ll just be labeled as “mayabang”. There is nothing good about it. You just probably say it to people who ask you about them but not post them somewhere to be seen by other people. Well, just for humility’s sakes. It just so cruel that you do it, because some people may not have the same grades as yours. In the end, you, as a person, will not be criticized by your grades in school but by the efforts you’ve done to be the person you are right now.

Hence, WE should do things at the right time and in the right place. That is prudency. We should be humble at all times. That’s what Ateneo is teaching us. Then, as Ateneans , we should abide this.

SEMBREAK!

2008-10-23T02:52:00.000-07:00

Our sembreak is fast approaching. Actually, tomorrow is the last day of exams for the 2nd quarter. Wooh! We are finally free. F-R-E-E.

I've been waiting for this taste of freedom. Unfortunately, research paper = KJ. We need to work on it over the sembreak. I realized, hindi pala kami FREE. Waah! We still have to do our project for Economics and Trigo. Boo! Oh, I also have a work to do on Oct 27- Oct 30 but, it's nothing.. I want to do it anyways.

I need to meet up with my 3 friends -- Hannah(Meters), Rhona(SincoMani), Tanee(Dapa). I superrr miss 'em. We go to the same school but we rarely get together. I will treat them, hopefully, 'cause it was my birthday yesterday. :p

HALLOWEEN PARTY! is on Saturday. I'm really excited 'cause I will watch my classmates dance for the UD4 contest. Nice! This is the other reason(aside from COL) why I'll attend the Halloween Partyy. It's also a break for us all. After 2 long quarters, we finally get a good break. *claps*

Till here. I still need to study for tomorrow's exams. Ciao! ^^

Note: I have a horibble English grammar, so please bear with me. Thanks! :DD

i wanna..

2008-09-27T23:57:00.000-07:00

CRY! Yes, I wanna cry. Crazily, I don't know why. Maybe it's just that I'm emotional lately. :p I am crazy.. I know. (:|

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I wanna go HOME. I'm missing family. I want to see my cousins and friends in Luzon already. I missing them to hell. Naa! I hope it would be December now so that we can go home. Err. My feet are itching already. Tss

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Another problem.. I don't know what to do with my stupid requirements. We have lots of quizzes tomorrow and requirements due tomorrow. Naa! I don't have my notes and books cause I was excused the whole day last Friday. I am really exasperated now.

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I am having a CRAZY Sunday. I had cleaned the house and later I will iron my clothes. Wooh! I don't do this often, so, hurray for me! LOL.

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Enough said.

ATENEO.

2008-09-27T01:21:00.000-07:00

We lost. Sayang. 3 points na lang.. 82- 85. I got teary-eyed. Huhu! It was my first time to watch a basketball game, live. So, please, just bear with my emotions. :p I still love Ateneo though. Idol tlga mga varsity. Nakahabol. Whoo!

We danced kanina. It was tiring yet fun. It was the first time I danced that I did not make lots of mistakes. LOL. Yea, our performance was good. It was better than the one we did last intramurals.

A revised version of the line, "Whatever yaya, you're such a loser", is this, "Whatever loser, you're just our yaya". I had fun kanina though I got sad because of our school's lost. And yeah, it was also my first time to bad mouth the opponents. LOL. I figured out that I can also get bitch-y pala. Sorry for the word. :p

The bottom line is.. I LOVE ATENEO. Masaya pati the BEST parin. :)

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new.

2008-09-20T04:01:00.000-07:00

Masaya ako! Enjoy 'tong araw na 'to. Isa lang ang hindi nagpasaya sa akin, ang pagcorrupt ng memory card ng cam ko. Argh! Anyways, kakaiba talaga tong araw na to. FIRST time kong pumunta sa bahay ng hindi ko kaklase. Nag-harbor pa kame ng tsokolate at polvorn. Dapat kasi yun, manonood kami ng korean movies.. kaso, ayaw ng DVD nila.. kaya, nakigamit nalang kami ng computer niya pati nagtour sa bahay nila. [Maganda yung view sa rooftop nila.] Tapos, may new word akong nalaman.. "LALU". lol Ang ibig sabihin nun ay **x. Haha! Si Mica talaga yan. Haha! Masaya kasi maingay tapos .. basta masaya! Nga pala, bago kami pumunta sa bahay nila.. nagpapicture muna kami sa Fotospeed. LOL. Feeling ko lahat ng shots dun.. nakapikit ako.. paano kasi ang lakas ng flash-- ANG SILAW! Haha! Tapos nagstay kami sa shop na yun for almost an hour. Hindi ba naman ginawang tambayan, nuh? Haha! First time ko kasi gawin yun.. kaya nasiyahan ako. Haha! *pagbigyan* n__nV

Pati, salamat sa mga kasama ko -- Potri, Laika, Mica, Abbie, Ann, Shaf, and Jeno.

PINOY AKO.

2008-09-16T01:01:00.000-07:00

Oo. Pilipino ako. Ano naman diba? Marami ngang nagyayari hindi maganda sa Pilipinas pero hindi ko parin ikinakahiya na, PINOY AKO. Alam ko, kung sinong nakakaintindi nito, iniisip niyo na kung bakit ako nagsusulat tungkol dito. Kaya ko to ginagawa eh kasi mahal ko ang pagka-Pinoy ko. Masaya akong pinanganak akong Pinoy. Masaya ako na marunong ako magsalita ng wikang hindi lahat ng tao naiintindihan. Masaya ako na pinalaki ako at ipinapalaki na maging tunay na Pilipino. Inaamin ko na hindi ko masyadong gusto ang karamihan sa mga OPM songs. Ngunit, masaya ako na mayroon tayong sariling mga kanta.
Ang tatay ko ay isang OFW. Alam ko na maraming kabataang Pinoy ang ayaw magtrabaho sa ibang bansa, isa na nga ako dun eh pero, ano nga ba ang alam natin.. malay mo, magtrabahao ka rin sa "Tate" balang araw diba? Hindi naman natin 'to gagawin bilang paraan ng pagkalimot sa sarili nating bansa.. isa lang tong paraan para mapa-unlad natin ang ating buhay dito. Ipinagdadasal ko nga na sana umunlad na ang Pinas.. sana maging 1:1 na ulit ang dolyar at piso. Haha! Hanggang pangarap nalang ata yun eh pero, sana..sana mangyari yun para naman hindi ko na kailangan lumabas pa ng bansa para magtrabaho.
Hindi ako nagbabasa ng mga tagalog na nobela, nanood ng mga telenobela. Para kasi sakin, ang KORNY nila. Hindi ako mahilig sa mga PInoy-made products. Pero, gusto ko ng rattan, abacca. Marami ngang baul sa bahay eh. Siguro, makikita talaga ang pagmamahal ko sa bansa.. sa mga pagkain na kinakain kong madalas. Paborito ko ang sinigang, adobo, puto bungbong, dinuguan, isaw, pastil, kulma, LAHAT NA!

*bitin.

hinto.

2008-09-15T03:36:00.000-07:00

Yes! I just had 3 days of breathing freely. Unfortunately, it's now over. I'm back doing school works again.

Last Friday, we had our outreach program. We visited the BJMP at Calarian(ayt?). It's my first time to go there. At first, we were scared but we enjoyed naman. ^^ Saturday and Sunday, for me, was okay cause I did not do much. Btw, I finished Brida already. It's great but the ending's "bitin", as we call it.

Monday, today. Our moderator had already changed our seatplan. I'm still at the front row. :p My seatmate now is Katherine and Shaf. Wee! My groupmate for our Literature assignment, Geo, is doing our powerpoint presentation. I'm just helping him out. Haha! Poor him. :p

So, there. I just wrote. I did not write. Technically speaking, I typed. Haha!
ciao friends. Good night. :)

bookworm-ish? things

2008-09-10T03:01:00.000-07:00

not really. i love reading. wee. i'm currently reading Paulo Coelho's Brida. so far, i'm loving it. the storyline's really nice. wooh! i'm hoping to finish it as soon as possible. i badly want his The Witch of Portobello. :))

ACET will be on saturday, september 13. masaya yan, wala akong lam. aral na lang ako ng kaunti. sheeesh. last ko muna yung entrance test. whew! kpagod. kukuha din ata ako sa La Salle kaso tiyaka na lang kasi hindi nagbibigay ng app form ang school. sa manila pa siguro ako kukuha. sino kukuha? sabay na tayo? haha

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sige, tulog na ako. good night.

*share]

Have you read my posts?!

2008-09-08T23:28:00.000-07:00

Have you read them?! See? I am a terrible writer, especially in ENGLISH. XD Just bare with me, guys. Paki-usap ko lang. Well, that's the only thing I know. I'll just improve. Practice makes perfect, ayt?

Btw, I already finished our menu-based project. Hurray! I am so proud of myself though it's not entirely correct but, at least I did my best, diba? I am no good with those kind of things naman, eh.

This day was neither good nor bad for me, just plain and normal. I'm an optimistic person( optimistic, gale? XD) so i rarely experience a bad day. A bad day for me is REALLY a BAAAD day. haha!

Enough blah-blah, kiara. Bye for now guys! :)

Have you read my posts?!

2008-09-08T23:23:00.000-07:00

PAGO--D

2008-09-07T00:54:00.000-07:00

I am dead tired. School works last week just made me ugh, crazy! Last Monday, we had our Camote Campaign presentation. After that, we made our Trigo project, the video one. Haha! Ang kalabasan ng project namin, funny but making it was fun though. Tapos ngayon, gnagawa ko ung computer project namin. Wah! We are asked to create a menu-based program using Java. It's really a brain draining project. I have been making this since last night. I hope to finish it later.

I just want to share a thought. I really don't like writing in English. Really! I am not confident when I write like this. It makes me laugh. Haha! I remeber the time when my grammar is horrible, much horrible than it is now. XDD

Currently, hindi parin okay yung proj namin. Sana maayos na siya ngayon. T.T

Off to work, again. Ciao!

si KIARA.

2008-08-30T02:40:00.000-07:00

WARNING: ito ay kalabasan ng aking pagka-bored kagabi.

I am MARIA KIARA B. TARABI. I am a random person. "Carefree" pa nga daw eh. Madalas, wala akong pakialam sa "looks" ko. Alam ko naman na kahit ano pang gawin ko, ganito parin hitsura ko noh. HAHA! May mga times na "inaatake" ako ng kaartehan(weh?). Para masolb ko yun, pinipicturan ko sarili ko.. tawag dun, "camwhore". XD Mahilig ako magbasa. Minsan, magsulat ng kung anu-ano. Paborito kong mau-akda ay si Paulo Coelho. Oo nga pala, 4th year high school student na pala ako. MagLALAKWATSA :))) na ako sa Marso.(kiang, ganun?) Iiimbayt ko pa nga sana kayo eh. Masayang tao ako, kaso madalas, tulala. Wala akong permanenteng kaibigan maliban sa iilan. Pero, kahit hindi sila permanente man kung tawagin, MAHAL ko pa rin yang mga yan noh lalo na ang, LEWIS(you rock!) P.R.O.(na walang ginagawa) ako sa iskul. Sa totoo lang hindi ako madaldal, may oras lang. Alam mo, kahit may blog ako(eto yun) mas "feel kong magsulat kaysa magtayp. LOL!

Bata pa lang ako. I am just FOURTEEN (14) years old. Pero, marami na akong napagdaanan na obstacles(chuva!) Oy, tanong lang... Matino ba ako mag isip p isip bata pa rin? :):):)

Mahal ko ang pamilya ko. Actually, tatay ko OFW. BAta pa lang ako nagtatrabaho na siya sa labas. NAnay ko naman eh, makata/housewife/working mom/ dev't worker. In short, wonder woman! haha! Ika nga niya, si DARNA(wow ma!) daw siya. Pag nasa bahay, madalas mo maririnig boses niya! Weee! Kakatakot nga lang minsan. :):):) Ang mga kapatid ko naman ay sina, Lian at Ina! Si Lian ay grade 2at si Ina naman 2nd year HS! :) Mahal ko yang dalawang yan. Kahit makulit pa noh! Masaya na akong may kapatid kaysa wala. Lonely yun! Marami akong pinsan, tita pati na rin titosa mother side namin. MAHAL ko din silang lahat. Tas, may bulinggit na humabol, pamangkin ko si Yen-Yen!

O hayan, istorya ng buhay kong sadyang magulo pero MASAYA naman!

`P.S.: naintindihan mo?? n_nV

projects.

2008-08-26T00:25:00.000-07:00

Wah! We have sooo many projects. And then most of them are due next week. Our sabayan pagbigkas though is due on Friday. We're gonna present in front of the whole high school com'ty. Kakahiya. Haha. Our literature project naman eh sa thursday na DAW pero, ipapasa na lang namin sa Monday. Bhala nang may minus. Hindi namin kaya. Hectic tlga. Woo! XD Then, We still have our Math project, GRAPHALICIOUS. This is a vid project. We'll sort of have a music vid. Funny, ayt? Graphalicious def! XDD

AY! Tpos ung feast day namin dapat bukas kaso NCAE(gud luck). Dapat sa Thurs na kaso alternative class. Dami talagang sabit. Eeh! Kaya baka sa Tuesday na lng kasi sa Monday, presentation namin sa Soc. Stud(camote campaign). BADTRIP talaga.

dito na ako matatapos. XD good evening! :)

P.S. mababa ako sa mga exams. :(

projects,

2008-08-26T00:14:00.000-07:00

FILIPINO, nosebleed.

2008-08-21T18:53:00.000-07:00

Haha! Mahirap ang Filipino. Siguro yun ang tingin ng lahat ng studyante. Grabe, promise, mahirap talaga. Sansinukob? Lumirip? Gee! Ano yun? Hindi ko alam. Magbabasa na talaga ako ng El Fili nang matino. Totoo lang, mas mahirap pa ata yun kaysa sa Physics. :))) Mababa na talaga ako sa exam.

Anyway, bukas may game sa basketball boys &GIRLS. Kalaban namin ang Ogilvie. Hindi naman ako maglalaro kasi hindi ako marunong. Namimiss ko na nga ang soccer, eh. Soccer is ♥. Trigo na bukas at dapat makapasa ako kasi mababa ang quizzes ko dun. Nga pla, Lapit na ang USTe entrance exam pati ang ACET. Good luck sa lahat ng kukuha! Kitakits. :) Pero, pinagdadasal ko talaga na makapasa ako sa UP. Pero, sa tingin ko hindi un mangyayari. HIndi kasi ako prepared nun [as if prepared din ako sa UST at ADMU]. Haha.

Sige, hanggang dito nalang.

ayun. haha

2008-08-19T19:59:00.000-07:00

Hello. HAHA.

Hindi pa ako nag-aaral kahit bukas na ang exam. Kaya, Magba-BLOG muna ako.

Ang sama talaga ng physics long quiz score ko. HUHU. Kasi ang engot ko kaya ang baba ng grade. Nakakahiya. Kailangan ko tuloy bumawi. Eeeh!

Meron akong ginagawa ngayon, mag-ipon. haha Kailangan kasi, eh.
Mamaya, manonood ako ng Sex and the City, movie (wala talgang balak mag-aral noh.. haha).

Tapos, mamayang gabi magpupuyat ako sa pag-aaral.

Sige sige, wala lang akong magawa. Buh-bye na!

ingaat kayo.

I am.

2008-08-16T16:32:00.000-07:00

It's exam week and I haven't studied yet. Haha.

Senior life has been very hard for me. Requirements here and there. College application forms are piled up on my desk. LOL. So, okay, mahirap ang fourth year.. kaya naman diba? Haha
Last night, I was organizing my things. I saw this one quiz of mine in Literature. I have a wrong answer and you know what's wrong with it? The spelling! Nakakahiya. I just wrote, "NEICE" for "NIECE". Naisip ko kagabi, anong nangyari sa utak ko??? Haha. Nilipad na ata ng hangin. LOL

Now, I am suppose to help my classmate, Laika edit our wall newspaper but, see, I am writing a blog entry. Haha. I'll just edit it later. Hehe. :)

Last Friday, I passed my ADMU app form. Grabe. Nung araw na yun ko lang nalaman na may tanong pala for the personal essay. Haha! Buti nalang yung essay ko akma dun sa question. Natakot talaga ko nun.

Isa pa, bakit may mga taong hindi nagbabalik ng gamit na hindi sa kanila?! Inis talaga ako. Kung sino ka man, please.. ibalik mo na 'yun! Mamatay ako pag hindi yun mabalik. NAH!

Ayan, tapos na! Haha. Ganito ang buhay ng hindi nag-aaral. Tapos, mamaya may magsasabi sa akin na wala akong mapapala sa ganito kong ginagawa. Haha. Sino kaya yun? Hmm. Tapos, mag-aaral na ako.

Tama na ang pagkabaliw, Kiara. Sige, pagpasensyahan niyo na ako. Haha
Buh-bye!

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okay.

2008-08-16T16:11:00.000-07:00

hala.

2008-06-03T16:30:00.000-07:00

wala lang. bagot na bagot na talaga ako dito. kaya yan tuloy, excited na naman akong pumasok. nakakabaliw tuloy isipin na magpapasukan na. tapos, ang masaklap pa.. 4th year na kame. mukhang ang hirap na nun. waah!

magkukuwento nalang ako. para masaya. wahaha!

ayun, may pamangkin na ako. haha. pero, second grade. at least db? enjoy, may baby na sa manila. malas nga lang, wala kami dun. nakita naman namin sa pic eh. kamukha talaga siya ni kuya kiko [pinsan ko]. haha excited na tuloy kaming umuwi dun dahil sa bata. kaso, matagal-tagal pa yun mangyayari. sa december pa. haha

cge, cge. hanggang dito nalang. kakain p kme. haha.

GOOD NOON. ^--^

abusing you my little decoy.

2008-06-02T16:06:00.000-07:00

nothing. just forget the title. haha. i just like the song Decoy by Paramore. the lyrics are so bad, it made me feel guilty. haha. it's like the girl's using the guy. the bad thing about it is, she's not even feeling sorry. sssooo baad! but the melody, so good.

anyway, my om just arrived this morning. she had a seminar in manila. so, we were left here with our tita and maid. good thing our cousins came. it wasn't boring. last saturday [not sure] we watched coffee prince AGAIN. haha. the koreanovela is really funny.. haha. nakaka-inlove. ^___^

gheezz. next tuesday, june 10, our classes will start. noo! although im excited, i don't know what to do after the first day. haha. assignments, homeworks, projects will soon appear on my to-do list. haha. i really like school, i just don't like waking up so early... and CRAMMING.i do hope that i'll not cram this year just for my own sake. it's NOT healthy. it makes me real sick. FOCUS! that's my motto for this school year. it's our last year in high school, so i really need to focus. the thought of graduating in high school, missing your classmates and friends makes me really sad. i hope that this last year of ours will be GREAT not just good, better, but GREAT! :)

*ciao
playing: run the show

3 days of hell.

2008-04-27T22:40:00.000-07:00

3 days of cough, fever and colds, i can hardly breathe. i'm sick. our flight for manila is on wednesday. it's such a bad timing. :'( hope i'll be better tomorrow. btw, i alrready had a check-up. the doctor said that i am experiencing a mild asthma. i'll have a treatment:: nebulize every two hours. awww. XD

oh well, enough said. have to go.

3 days of hell.

2008-04-27T22:27:00.000-07:00

major headache.

2008-04-17T01:10:00.000-07:00

OMG! Headache! Ouch! I really do not like the feeling of headaches. Masakit talaga. :(

Hahaayy. Wala akong mgawa kaya nag-post na lang ako.

*bye. headache.

here she is.

2008-04-12T05:44:00.000-07:00

Summer's here and I just posted an entry. [?] I am getting bored. I do have summer lessons --piano lessons-- but, still I'm bored. I don't even know why.

Now, I'm missing school. :( Here I am, thinking of the possiblities next school year. We'll be on the fifth floor-- the last. I hope I can get to that floor without being exhausted. I just HOPE. There are so many questions in my head right now. Ugh. It really bugs me. I hope that I will do good. It is hard for me to accept that I am an incoming senior student in high school. Wah! I am not yet even sure of what I will take up when I get to college. Haha.

Many things had happened last school year. Most of them I can't forget. Hung-over. Is that what they call it? Hope to get rid of them soon. Not all of them, of course, just the bad ones.
I can still remember the JS Prom. Haha. It's kind of boring cause most of the songs that were played were love songs. I hope that our last prom will be better. Ha! Another thing-- I was a batch representative. It was tiring but it made me a better person. :)

Well, being a junior is really tough. We have two math subjects. My Advanced Algebra grade was not that good but, it was still acceptable. I love Chemistry though I don't have excellent grades. Last but not the least, Bro. Shio! I bet, we'll miss him a lot. He was a good teacher. He's really a good person. I will never forget him. Hope to see him get well.

It's April 12, 12:56am (my advance cellphone clock says) and I can hardly sleep. Unfortunately, my brain stopped thinking of better words to write. Oh well, bye for now. Goog night. *muaa.

nag-post na naman ng leyt! haha.

2007-06-10T22:27:00.000-07:00

Wala lang. Bored kasi ako kaya nagpost na lang.

Pasukan na naman namin bukas. Last week, I was really excited of going to school again after 2 months pero ngayon, nagigising na ako ng maaga kasi sumasakit tiyan ko tapos hindi na ako makakain ng mabuti. Junior highschool na ako bukas, simula na ng isang nakakabaliw na paglalakbay. Ang bilis talaga, parang kahapon lang ako gumraduate ng elementary tapos bukas 3rd year na ako sa hayskul. Tapos sampung buwan na lang, 4th year na ako.

Trese anyos lang ako, parang ang bata ko naman para pag-isipan kung anong course kukunin ko sa college. Waaaah! Kakaloka na 'to!

Gusto ko lang muna na maging maayos at masaya 'yung school year na 'to.

Good l;uck rin sa lahat na magpapasukan na bukas o pumasok na. He he.

friendster blog

2007-04-20T02:28:00.000-07:00

A while ago, I opened my blog in Friendster. I was really shocked of those posts. I can't even remember if I wrote them. I was like, "who the heck hacked my blog??". After a short while, I remembered that I, myself, wrote those posts. Haha. I know, it's really funny. Memory gap. Lol.

Anyways, I want to share 2 of my photoshop-ed works.

There it is. Hehe. Gotta go! Ciao!

about my HAIR! lol. ♥

2007-04-14T07:41:00.000-07:00

Well, about my hair. My mom and I just heard the news that the beautician who just cut my hair rercently was MURDERED. We were really shocked.

My mom told me to cut my hair again because it's morbid [daw]. I told her that I don't want to 'cause my hair is already short. Ha! Kinulit niya talaga ako. Kahit na kinkulit niya ako, I stand to "NO". Mabagal humaba ang buhok ko. Kainis talaga kung magpapagupit pa ulit ako. Sayang! I just try to forget about my MURDERED hair stylist. I feel *yikes* when I remember that. I hope that I won't wonder about it AGAIN!

xoxo,

kiara

After my long HIATUS :]]

2007-03-28T00:31:00.000-07:00

Haha. I'm ending my hiatus with a new layout. I was busy the last few days because of my aunt's final vows. Hai.

I had fun last Sunday. My uncle and his family came here in the Philippines after how many years. Haha. Finally, I saw my little cousin, Cielo. She's so cute. I like the way she talks too. LOL. and the way she laughs. Haha.

Anyways, my summer, so far, is boring me. I hope to find something to make me busy. Hahaii.. Yesterday, I got my dog na.. She's really cute. My brother named her "Lisa" but I want to change it to "Lisee". Haha. The spelling is quite strange, ayt?? haha.

I miss school a lot!!! Even though projects and assignments are hard, at least I have something to do.. ...

I'm gonna end my post here.. 'Till my next post. Ciao!! ^^

masay pero malungkot..

2007-03-16T23:54:00.000-07:00

Grabe masaya talaga yung overnight namin. Sana magka-overnight ule kami. Haha.

May mga iyakan, tawanan, debatehan[??], takutan. Masaya talaga. As-in, sooper. Naligo pa nga kame sa ulan. Haha. Enjoy talaga.

Baka maraming aalis sa amin. Mami-miss. ko talaga sila. Huhu. T.T Lalo na si Joanah. Naging close n rin kasi kame. Grabe. Sana kumpleto kame next year. Iba talaga 'tong year na 'to. Wah..

Hahaii... :'(

[insights] handicraft

2007-03-08T02:42:00.000-08:00

The handicraft making.. I enjoyed doing it. It was hard. patience is very important.
I'm not a patient person, but it made me one. Ha ha. I hope that we'll have more about handicraft next school year. o",)

OH MY GOLLY!!

2007-03-03T11:50:00.000-08:00

MY GOSH! It's already 4:00 am in the morning and i'm still up. I'm awake because of that project of ours in composition. I would probably pass out later. OMG!

I am annoyed with what i'm doing now. I will never ever cram again, EVER! I'm hungry. I'm sleepy, and most of all my back is already aching. I still have to do something with our balagtasan. Memorize. Ugh. I hate this!

types of blog

2007-02-26T03:35:00.000-08:00

thoughtful - group's thought or whatever subject comes to hand.

friend blog - users are connected through their similar interests. this blog creates a chain of blog.

topical - focuses on specific niche, often technical one.

news - provides news digest on a certain topic

legal - authors of this blog are lawyers or law students. this blog is also called blawgs.

YEY! enjoi. :)

2007-02-24T01:38:00.001-08:00

This day is the 2nd best day for me. Yes! i'm so happy. This morning, we[my groupmates in the interpretative dance], went to Potri's house for a practice. Unfortunately, we didn't have a practice. We just talk, go to Mitch's house.

Even though we didn't have the practice, it was a really fun day for me. This is actually the first time that we bonded. Haha. We don't usually talk to each other but this day we just talked and talked. haha. Weee. I'm just so happy today that I really can't forget this day. I hope this would happen again. i wish that we'll have an overnight. >___<

no classes in the morning[yehey.]

2007-02-20T17:05:00.001-08:00

I'm glad that we do not have classes this morning. I still have time to think about a topic for an article that i'm going to write for our project in English Composition. Unfortunately, my mind is still occupied by nonsense. :(

Hai.. Gala uniform again. I am really annoyed when we are suppose to wear that uniform. It's so hot when you wear that. My mom said that we look good when we wear that uniform. Haha. She doesn't know how hot it is when you wear that. Hai, I don't have any other choice but to wear that hot uniform again.

I hope that my day would be fine any way, it's my MOM"S BIRTHDAY today. hehe. I wished her a happy birthday this morning. She kissed me on the cheeks. haha. Its the other way around, ayt? haha. She just smiled when she kissed me. Hehe.

Now, I realize how my mom is important to me. I should have obeyed her before. Now, I'm just hurt. "Mothers know best," that's what they say and it's the truth. Anyways, till my next entry. ^__^

err..it's already late.. and i'm still up. >__<

2007-02-18T05:06:00.000-08:00

woah! it's late already and i'm still up. i don't feel sleepy.

I've got nothing to do so,I just decided to post something here. Anyways, while I was watching myx this morning, i was so surprised that TYPECAST was featured in Pinoy Myx Countdown[??]. I didn't know that they were a Pinoy band. I thought they were a foreign band like Fall Out Boy and Panic! At the Disco. lol. Speaking of Typecast i adore their song, Will you Ever Learn. Love it much. 0__x,, hehe. Here's the lyrics. *__+

So what’s the point in all of this?

When you will never changed
The days have past
The weather’s changed
Should I be sorry?
Could I be sorry?

I did it all for you
Hoping you would see
Your eyes are dull, your hands are clenched
Are we ready?Are we ready

But you.... you think about yourself
Only but yourself
But what about..

Un-lonely nights, romantic moments
The love, the love
What about them
Throw it all away

You know me well
You know it’s wrong
Then what is it you feel?
You hide behind those perfect smiles
It won’t fool me because you already did
But you think about yourself
Only but yourself

But what about…

Un-lonely nights, romantic moments
The love
What about them
Throw it all away

The perfect dates, the sweetest kisses
What about them
Throw it all away

I just want to share it to y'all. ^___^ Till my next post. Bye.

currently: broken

BELATED HAPPY <3's day. lol.

2007-02-15T05:45:00.000-08:00

I wasn't able to post here yesterday because I didn't open my PC. LMAO. Anyway, Belated happy <3's day.

I don't have Photoshop pa that's why it's just simple. hehe.

Btw, I have a new layout. I like this better. Hehe. Thanks to blogskins. Muah! I really need to sleep na. We still have an assembly tomorrow. Wee..

it's my life

2007-02-07T21:48:00.000-08:00

Last night, while I was blog hopping, i passed through this blog and read his entries. I came to his entry where he mentioned backstabbers. Even though I wasn't that sure if its me who he described, I felt guilty. I know that I was saying bad things about him but only to my friends. I was thinking if those bad things I was saying about him reached him. I was really guilty last night. I almost hated myself. When i reflected, I promised myself that, if i could, I won't say bad things about anyone starting today. I hope that I can fulfill this wish and control my mouth. Hehe. That's all for now. Bye.